rai e cengeng...

truly, i dono why tears flow with such ease for me. i'm easily moved, easily hurt, and still, easily forgive...there are many occassions i wept, just this week alone. i sobbed while reading yati's blog, a fellow sister takin her Masters in islamic banking in Durham, England. *salute!*

i cried like a baby when i viewed them pics of aceh again! (though i forbade myself not to see them) i saw different pics from far's blog. cant help but think abt how the kids lead their daily lives.

sahur has been tough wad with wakin up alone and preparing food. as i ate alone i thought abt eating at home. oh how haf i taken it for granted. somehow e welled up tears wont flow. mayb cuz it's wrong to weep in front of rezeki..but mayb god only wants me to realise that even wen i'm all alone, He is around. even when i'm all alone, the people of Pakistan are not even getting proper food. For them, i stay strong...

it warms my heart to know Muslim here in Germany, DO NOT take ramadhan for granted. They pass by fellow Muslims if not with ''Ramadhan Mubarak'', den at least, with a smile. A Turkish sister smiled at me and gave the salaam when i was on my way home yesterday.

baik rupa baik lagi adabnya. Subhanallah...

Finally i heard some news from farena and its good to know she's become the girl next door. haha. it's good to hear she prepares food for the family AND her guy for sahur. GOOD for u, girl!

BUT the ultimate banjir would be my conversation with my grandad over the phone after sooo long...i could hear in his voice how elated he was to hear me...reali...

''wah (wad i call my grandad) tak putus2 baca doa untuk Nana'' -- tears

''Banyak baca selawat ye Na...''-- flood!

A note to kak leha: me cengeng turun mak laa agaknye, tapi, rasanya, raya ni lain sikit la eh kak, sebab obek ende takde...fyi, she's always in my prayers...

With that i end with my pearl of wisdom no. 9

A day before the Prophet before his death...''The Sublime to Allah''

On Saturday or on Sunday, the Prophet (Peace be upon him) felt that he was well enough to perform the prayer; so he went out leaning on two men in order to perform the noon prayer. Abu Bakr, who was then about to lead the prayer withdrew when he saw him coming; but the Prophet (Peace be upon him) made him a gesture to stay where he was and said: “Seat me next to him.” They seated him on the left hand side of Abu Bakr. The Prophet (Peace be upon him) led the prayer, and Abu Bakr followed him and raised his voice at every 'Allahu Akbar' (i.e. Allâh is the Greatest) the Prophet (Peace be upon him) said, so that the people may hear clearly...

Derive strength from our devine leader...even in his last days, his love for Allah surpasses all pain.

May peace be upon him...