he cheated on me

e hardest fact to swallow
e news choking my throat
it kills but i'm still alive
it stabs but i'm not bleeding

how can he do this to me
why did he do this to me
why
why
why

i felt numb
i felt i had no feelings
but the tears juz rolled
and rolled
and rolled
keep on rolling

at least it was six months ago
i take consolation
jannah's three years ago
i'm hurt
i'm battered

to think dat she took the chance
held his hands
look into his eyes
hugged him from the back
how can i accept that
not when it's her
not when she was from his past

but i want him to redeem himself
and hence i gave him another chance
not becuz i'm weak
not becuz i'm naive
but becuz i want him to prove
that i din make e wrong choice


girls, pray for me.

i need strength