being open

let me declare that today, i feel like being open.
i shall openly declare that i want to be open abt my thoughts and feelings. *yes that is lame, i know i know*

well that's supposedly the disclaimer for this entry, in case, someone summons me for being too blunt or whatever. as of now, just WHATEVER. *double-U-eee* alaah, the entry is only abt my day's rants whaaat, nothing abt racism or sorts. Pi yang racist, don't believe, ask her. haha.

i think i've been pretty much reprimanding THE guy who keeps despairing. i gave him no chance at all. because i was tired, and i simply cant take no more nonsense.patience has its limits too, hello. and because sorry, i'm not the sky. and i'm not sorry abt what i said. probably not yet. safe to say, mercury hovers around boiling point as i walked home today. challenges of life just kept pressing on. and it's true, the last hurdle is always the toughest. *i will survive*

but it's true too among the three of us, i am not the most patient. i am rather quick tempered. sometimes i can keep it under the covers, other times, steam just oozes through the tudung. heh.

annnyyyywwwaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy, someone across the causeway dropped me a msg over at friendster yo. and this is what he said exactly (word for word):

me 23/m tapi macam gal,suka pakaian macam kebaya moden,kurung,tudung,petticoat,u bole ajar i,itu pun kalau u sudi dan open minded dengan orang macam i ni. Can i call u just to keep in touch,if u don mindlah.Gambar i tu make over aje di KL dulu

After viewing his pics, I'm not sure if he's a he la sehh...hurhur. so tell me now how do i answer to this msg? no need to answer? but like very the kesian...hahahahahahah

and while at friendster, someone's pic shocked me. ooh lalaaaaaa. i do have slight reservations abt putting a picture with the opposite sex my boyfriend(s), and what more holding hands. i was definitely taken aback when i saw that pic, and especially that of a kid from a well established islamic school *read: FH*. woahhhh. daring, daring....

EH! but if it's fated already, I don't mind yet another communion of two lands, that of SG-IND kind...inspired through a tsunami relief effort. meh la pak-pak-bing-bing. don't need shy shy horrr..nothing exclusivela.

and speak of pak-pak-bing-bing, i'm sure most of the Washingtons have already known what the BIG news come 10th April is gonna be. shall i be open with this, F? huh? shall I? i will still keep mum, cuz i don't wanna jinx it eh. so, rest of the world, (who have probably already known) stay tune. hurhur. lame lagik. haha

oh! oh! oh! Congrats to liza for her newborn girl, Khailiza born on 13th Feb.

dah tu jer. this entry is brought to by the theme, "tak sayang mulut" and stress from fyp (finding your partner) peppered with ke-lame-an and ke-tak-de-kerja-an.

NONSENSE.