heartpain

i could actually feel my heart squeeze watching that show. two shows. sakit. hati.

First it was Hikmah. As hard as I tried to avoid it, the blaring sounds from two teevees did not help at all. So I listened to the conversations. It didn't take a minute for me to get agitated and started railing at how stupid the characters can be. In the end, still, it was so heart-wrenching to see Ana cry like that. so SO heart-wrenching...

Next was of course Grey's Anatomy. I was thinking, if I were Izzie, would I have the heart to cut that life line and jeopardise my career for the one I love? Would I still cut that line should I know the other patient waiting for the heart has two children aged 4 and 5? Would I be selfish?

If I were Cristina too, I wouldn't be able to face Burke in such a situation.

I hate to love Grey's. it just gets me thinking....

On another heartpain note, less than two weeks left of the blessed month. i'm not late. it is not too late...especially not on this joyous night. there is still time! somebody tell me there is still time!!!! *oh how desperate!*

sigh.sigh.sighhhh