u noe wen they say don be too happy...u may cry hard it's so true.......yep..think i've been too happy...or rather...very happy e past few days...i refuse to accept hard facts and swallow dem...yupp...read maz's blog abt someone who juz passed away...lost her battle to cancer...well,my aunt who took care of me wen i was a toddler is sick...diagnosed with lung cancer....is der hope? i dono...but mum came back from hospital y'day to tel me my cousins need to stay vigil at SGH and her face has turned as yellow as tumeric...i refuse to visit her...even news like dat made me cry all nite will i be wailing at e hospital? i certainly hoped not....i mean...think she's one aunt i truly truly respect,not to mention love a lot...everytime she sees me,she juz hugs and kisses me like i'm still a toddler.how can i face her now? how do i? so last nite i spent e time watching tv, e OC to be specific,to take my minds off her.after dat i juz couldnt help thinking how life will be without her...her grandchildren especially...life...how frail it can be......anw...found out that he meant ride e wave as in not literally the waves of the beach but a kind of bike called "wave" =/ sadness....
on this good blessed friday...i seek ur doa, my friends...let's pray for those who haf passed and for those who are struggling to live on. life is short. don waste it.
on a lighter note,happy children's day to all....!
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