kepala B E N G A N G ! ! ! !
juz finished applied chem quiz n i cant do for nuts! they asked me to design an experiment...design clothes can la why u ask me design experiment....mayb i can draw out the tables and the equipment but designing????? ho-hum...bodoh punyer question...so i felt my head was twice the size of my body...big, no?? yes big...but empty! or no...full of crap! haiyer...banyak susah ini rai...ader otak penuh kosong. ey! aper berbual cam ni ni! but kepala bengang ah...basically.
tot of jumping off a building and get saved..i mean i wanna do sth that makes me feel light but not die...but i dono wat. sth like let gravity do the magic...but wad? i wanted to go riding....weird...suddenly tot of bikes...and "wave" oh stop it rai!
anyway...i went to the hospital y'day.yupp i did.thank god i did not cry like crazy...but i could feel the tears seeping makin way down my cheeks....it was bad.it wasnt good.first because the hospital has turned into a kindergarten! the WHOLE family was down.my cousins and their children...BISING! i got irritated n told everyone to SHUT UP! haha no la...they all so cute how to make them keep shut up? so toddler to kids to teenagers to youths to uncles aunties to the oldest....semua meringkuk pat hospital...hai buat sebok...anw...went to talk with the doctor...yes i did...he said dat my aunt couldnt go for chemo cuz her liver is affected and dat organ is needed for chemo.even if she can go thru chemo...it's only for her benefit..for her to have QUALITY TIME with the family...so der...e verdict.
and dis poem is dedicated to her
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