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weirdly, my r'ship wif my mum is not as exclusive or as close as many may thought...i hide a lot of things from her simply because she doesnt ask...i don tel her much of my private life simply because i don think she may understand wad i go thru...but u know they say mothers know best. i leave it all to her to find out herself...afterall, i don reali know her myself.her temperament, her mood swings, her kindness...they fluctate like a sinusoidal curve. up down up down...i never reali understood my mother. but i know she cares. i know she has my best interests at heart. watever she says, i know she meant well and as far as i can, i do watever was told...but it aint easy being the eldest...being e onli one to do the housechores all by myself juz because skul haven start for me...tired la. my sister is living like a princess i tel u..a true blue princess...wakin up in the mornin and leavin me to make her bed, get her dirty clothes, do the laundry, sweep the floor, clean her messy study table...all to find her comin back and messing things up again...wad can i say? i'm a maid...sumhow i guess she's juz all pampered she forgot wad housework means...oh watever...no point blabbering...hilang pahala rai...

well anyway, the point is dat...it's strange how mothers wan the best for ur life but at the same time they don exactly realise the expectations they left their daughters with...like...studies,housewerk...or even a life partner...looks,brains,personality,status...if possible...everything all they want...but hey...i'm not a perfect person man...i juz hope she truly understands...