cant believe it's over

sigh........i've always hated sighing...i try not to sigh but it seems like here i am sitting in front of the comp trying to figure a way to complete my studies in due time...i have exactly two more years to go, or rather 4 semesters including a semester of industrial attachment...and i haf a few subjects still on hold...how do i complete my studies man? i know my frens told me dat i can complete dem at the end of four yrs but i know i realise dat dey were juz comforting words...reality bites...why did i screw up dat 2 semesters...why??!??? urgh,i hate dis feeling...i wish i cant think...i don wanna worry...now it seems like my dreams of getting honours are dashed! sorry mum...sorry dad...feel like a disappointment...damn i hate dis feeling lar! rite now i juz wished dat some kinduf miracle can happen in this next two yrs or i reali hafta work my arse off! i'm sure god will help me..insya-allah...hate dis blue feeling...dun like!

i hope tmr will be a better day...i hope i don hafta thin so much into this...so der...cant believe it's over. skul starts tmr and i'm not excited at all....juz lookin forward to awallah dondang...so i can spend some good time wif fren n fidz....i hope....well den...to those starting skul tmr...wish u all best of luck...may the force be with ya!

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