leave i will

The next trip coming had me wrecking my brains, tearing my heart to reach a decision. I did not want to leave the country for a long period. I was not ready to leave yet. Firstly because of my fear of flights. I may not show it but i AM scared, especially when my parents are not around. And since I've been having weird catastrophical dreams, I am definitely not looking forward to any sky venture.

Secondly, I did not want to leave the commitments I have back home. Commitments. All kinds. Physical. Mental. Spiritual. Enough said.

But Abu left me with no choice. The kids did not give me a chance either. Hearing their voices and watching the video reaffirm my decision and renew my intention. I am going back to Aceh. Afterall, besides FYP, I have no other demanding affiliation left in this land. Before love turns to hatred, I better go. For that, I am fervent about Aceh.

Members of Aceh Befrienders, B2B, Team Pluster and YesAr, please forward your letters and gifts to me by 16th June.

Other than that, I look forward to Friday with the girls yet again.