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I was so engrossed in reading my notes yesterday when the passing crowd suddenly made me think of my freshman year here, in NTU. Well, safe to say, I was not that low profile due to some flying words in the air. Nontheless, I learnt from every lesson, and I always have Fidza who had her listening ear. There were many events that I want to chuck at the back of my mind but there was one incident I feel, I haven't found the answer to...

Come to think of it, I feel it's quite childish and funny lar but then, sometimes curiosity always gets the better of me. There was once, my sis brought my hp the whole day and she asked if I recognised a particular no. I said no la, must be wrong number. It's those typical "Hi boleh kenal2" kind of msgs. I was quick to think that prolly it was Latif who's always playing tricks on me but he denied it. I dont think he even remembered now. and then, suddenly the msg went like "awak Raihana kan dari Common Engineering. I've been noticing you around." it was scary. The anonimity stayed for a few weeks. That guy (I assume) was jiwang cuz once in awhile he will msg and say things like "your face is like the shining moon and I wish to see your face only" in Melayu la however you say that... I tried calling the number and oftentimes it was directed to the operator. I believed he was using a prepaid card. wel, that's wat the operator said, duh! He didnt msg everyday, but dropped a line when i least expected it, at the same time, giving me some hints of who he was. He even knew my birthday. The freaky thing was to receive a msg saying that he saw me at the canteen and was shy to say hi. From then, I was very wary of the people around me and the way I carried myself. I tried to narrow down the list of suspects but no one seems to fit the bill. Hey, engineering malay guys not many lehh.

Sadly, now, I cant remember what the last msg was. or how I last replied him. Days passed and until now, I don't know who that guy was. I did think prolly some girl wanna sabo and make fun of me, but, which sane person would wanna waste time and do that?? haha.

That incident has become just a part of my freshman exciting days in NTU. I only wish to know who he was. So, saper2 yang tau eh, sila jangan malu2 la... I bet also, Nori had more exciting stories to tel if she had a blog. *winks* *i miss nori*

Those were the days...when your heart raced and you beamed all day when your crush drove you home and made you laugh endlessly...*think Ashraf Alami* heehee Those were the days to get msgs from admirers. Those were the days....*kesat air mata* HAHA!

Sophomore year is not less exciting. Only that the excitement is reserved to only certain people who has become part of your life now and in the long time to come. Just like my washingtons!

P/S Awing,

Sorry the other day I din msg u back ah cuz me being me, I take time to decide and when I somewhat have decided I will forget abt the thing and then wont reply unless i'm gg. geddit? hur hur. betul, tak bedek, tanya fidza. *makesnosensethisrai*

and ya laa. now must be discrete abt wat u write...cuz sometimes what you convey may not be what the person think it is. sometimes, macam berbelah bagi like that. nak cakap nama takut tersinggung, tak cakap nama nanti orang tertanya2. apamacam ini macam???

P/S Maz:

Happy Belated Birthday!

P/S Suria:

Happy Birthday Tomoro!

P/S Ley:

Tak erti ah cerita brokeback mountain tu. wat's so sad???