damns

hate e feeling of numbness the feeling of helplessness.
seriously, it's sad to hear that they are going to Aceh without me.
why do i hafta be hooked onto that place.
why do i hafta be stil in contact with them kids.
but
why cant u wait til i return...

i miss them truly,
i miss them lots
their pesan is still lingering,
the kesan is too deep...

i cant help but think of them even when i was at the grinding machine.
shit, dis is bad....
far, u understand wad i mean?

nonetheless, by hook or by crook,
i will find my way back to fajar hidayah,
on my own or with a team...

SO WHO'S WITH ME???