sick sick sick!

let me clear to fidza wad happened to my IA heh. i din intend to go for IA actuali considering the fact that i'm already retained in ntu and i've to clear all e yr2 subjects ferst...but the thing is, there is a chance of gg so i juz applied for fun..i din noe i was selected for one of the companies..which i dono wads it dealing with...i only found out after my fren called me u see....kinda sickening cuz i reali wasnt informed i got it...now..it's still unsettled but i've skul officially la...den again i was thinking i've missed like two days of IA....macam big loss gitu....trouble after trouble...how can i take such things lightly.....i muz haf thought i'm still in sec skul w/o uniforms seh. lesson learnt....i need to learn to be independent! mr H ard is not helping...he onli makes me feel like i'm still a kid..."everything's gonna be ok"...i reali hope so tu...