the missing of a yearning

Just as I was about to type out the entry on how serene Germany life was, and how much I missed the air of being away from the hoi polloi of Singapore, I realised that there were emotions at stake too. having to face real desperate housewives, i was thrown into a whirlwind of gossips i only dared to hear...tsk.

BUT still, i missed the seasons. the heat of summer, the warm colours of autumn and snow beneath my boots. i missed them. and ultimately, i missed my godsis, Fajriyah. the lady who had generously cooked and shared her meals with me. the one who enjoyed flea market like me. i owe her many. the one whom i first met and instantaneously asked me to go Paris together. ha! Paris....another story altogether.

at this very moment, i feel so uninspired. unmotivated and i dont know how to continue blogging abt my missing for germany.

so with this, i end the entry for today.