leap of faith

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM FREAKKKINNNG EXCITED I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME, (US) SUCH A PREVILIGED POST OF DESIGNING YOUR ******. PRESSURE PRESSURE BUT I'M EXCITED.

I HATE YOU FOR TELLING THE NEWS WITH SUCH POISE AND CALM. DAMN! AND I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER MY OWN REACTIONS ALREADY. HMMPH. AND IT HAD TO BE IN THE DARK HELLO!!!

I HATE THE FACT THAT I WANTED TO CRY BUT HELD BACK MY TEARS I DON'T FREAKING KNOW WHY.

I HATE THE FACT THAT I AM JEALOUS! CUZ YOU'RE DOING THE RIGHT THING AND FINALLY DOING IT! HAHA!

BUT YOU KNOW, I LOVE YOU ALTOGETHER! WE DO!


The importance of this entry is SO high that it supercedes Fidza's birthday wish. *jangan marah fidza eh*


FOR THE REST OF THE WORLD, STAY TUNE. I WILL REVEAL THE MUCH ANTICIPATED NEWS COME 10TH APRIL. (but u know, that doesn't mean, you can't ask me personally wat's going on cuz if you call and ask i will tell!!!!!!!!!!!! Awin please don't call me. you wait until 10th April okayy. Meanwhile, have a great guessing game!)


I AM SSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPPPPPPYYYYY I CAN DIE IN PEACE!




=)