times like these

three tests and one hell of a major disappointment for one of the results...

I need a break!!!

and so i did. we did. it was simple. sitting down and just let the wind blow all the worries away. Somehow i could feel the weight on my shoulders slip off slowly, the random silence was comforting. Thanks, SANta...u owe me a red nose now.

On the other side of the world, a friend is battling with her issues and i felt partly to blame. Maybe her days are just not working well for her, but she fights hard for her dreams and harder, to realise them. But when she drops a bomb about something I truly did not expect, I only managed to give her the support she wanted to hear.

Truth be told, I do not understand, my dear. I will need to fit in your shoes to feel the pressure and the space you need to breathe freedom. Should you decide what you have decided, it should have been a long time ago. You know yourself better to be who you are and you will learn from the choices you made. I will not tell you what is wrong nor what is right. You know. If you feel the need to be true to yourself, do so, my friend. Satisfy your wants and desires. Afterall, I love you for who you are...there will be girl talks, still. shopping, still! :)

I apologise that my thoughts to you have been manifested in a form of a blog entry, but I don't know how else. and to the rest of you, I am sorry it revolved around anonimity.

It is, times like these, that I feel I am ignorant...that I need so much more knowledge than what I already acquired. times like these, I, only have myself to reflect upon. My actions are great influences to those around me. and vice versa.

Right now, all i want is for you to be positive, and Ramadhan to come quick. Soul-cleansing time! BIG time!

And speak of soul-cleansing, Pseudochic, Bedah and the rest of the caveman clan.... you all are really something ah! More than a dozen comments just for that orang gua... (ok la ok la not sembarang kind of gua...NTU punye gua) At the rate WE are going, his head can be bloated more than the gua itself! Tu sebab rambut dia flat. kwangkwangkwang!!!

GIRLS! THREE more days horr! Cuci mata abes-abes ehh! Yang mana J.T, yang mana caveman, yang mana idaman hati, yang mana Johan dan cg-cg yang sewaktu dengannya.

*JANGAN MACAM-MACAM!* :)