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i know i should have done it a long time ago for the longer i delay it, the harder it's gonna be. Now, it's more than a time factor, more than being in the comfort zone. Circumstances made me think more than twice; made me contemplate on the decision so long, too long that i'm at a loss to what to do. i am on the fence. where is that greener side? which is the greener side?
You'll never know until u try, rai... why not take a leap? who knows, it may be the deep blue waters, or even bags full of feathers...but what if it's hard hot ground? and sadly, it usually is.
Other thoughts conquered my mind. With each passing day, the other destination seemed nearer. Shall i uproot it? or will it be too deep i cant even bring myself to do so.
Should i chase my dream, or should i just stay put? That's the ultimate question.
An by the way, just because you're getting honours, doesn't mean u're better off. i may have screwed up, but i am not a screw-up.
and please, if any of you meet with someone, who tries soo bloody hard to fit everything into the schedule, returning home from school during break time to clean up, do the laundry, and then, make way back to school, try to catch up and then go back home only to find what once used to be a pleasure to the eye, had become a tsunami aftermath, all over agian. so, yeah, if you come across that person, do tell me, i'm dying to meet her. or him, for that matter.
You'll never know until u try, rai... why not take a leap? who knows, it may be the deep blue waters, or even bags full of feathers...but what if it's hard hot ground? and sadly, it usually is.
Other thoughts conquered my mind. With each passing day, the other destination seemed nearer. Shall i uproot it? or will it be too deep i cant even bring myself to do so.
Should i chase my dream, or should i just stay put? That's the ultimate question.
An by the way, just because you're getting honours, doesn't mean u're better off. i may have screwed up, but i am not a screw-up.
and please, if any of you meet with someone, who tries soo bloody hard to fit everything into the schedule, returning home from school during break time to clean up, do the laundry, and then, make way back to school, try to catch up and then go back home only to find what once used to be a pleasure to the eye, had become a tsunami aftermath, all over agian. so, yeah, if you come across that person, do tell me, i'm dying to meet her. or him, for that matter.
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