awal ramadhan

been two days of fasting and i've been out eating at pak hasbi's place and bu' joe's. wel, everyone (almost) gathers together and buka together. nicely! but i still haven puasa officially cuz of the period. sadly, i haven heard the azan for the longest time. even when breaking fast, we wait a minute past e time to be accurate.

i dono if it's me but i've been keepin quiet everytime i'm with the housewives. mayb it's exhaustion but mayb i'm juz observing. its really tiring to haf juz one kid and u hafta entertain him all day all nite long. ur patience is realli tested with a kid's 'rewelness'. but wen i look at the indonesian mums, their patience is juz out of this world. totally. imagine a 4 yr old running across the street and you 50 metres away (but the it was green man laa). approaching the child, the mum said, "Naak, jangan macam gitu lintas jalannya...harus tunggu Mama" in the most lembut way...kalau my mum agaknye, dari 50metres away tu dah teriak sekuat hati. haha. but i still love my mother. for AAAAALLLLLLLLLL that she has done for me and the family. der's always a blessing in disguise. how can i not love my heaven on ths Earth??? anywayyy seriously, i'm amazed at how the mums treat their children. tooooo nice.

but why let me ask, as a child wen u fell, u ran to cry to ur mum but wen u've grown all big, u cry and run to someone else. why tu?