of good and bad

so updates now yes, ita???

i've been busy lately, well, more of comin home late from pak hasbi's and outings and wad nots. spent a lot of time with the indonesians...having feasts of my life and gaining the kilos mann! sunday i was in Bonn havin bbq and saturday i had free lunch at the turkish restaurant. Monday i had bakso and yest i had traditional sambal kangkong and ayam goreng. tel me why i shouldn't be 57 kilos now???

i haf my worries too with my new flatmate in the house. well, he appeared aloof the first time i met him but i guess he's okay...only that on Monday at 4am he started a storm in the kitchen. hur hur. earlier ther were parties on the top floor. so my beauty sleep was reduced...and now my mobility is very much restricted.tudung on everywer i go.

my mom's worries with my new flatmate made others worry too. kak fajri was finding alternatives for me to move out of the place or at least exchange rooms with someone else...but the thing is, i'm on contract, so i hafta stay. 3 more months. i will survive! no worries.

i had a surprise message from my love in Aceh. Not that i don receive enuff love messages, but this was exceptional.

''Lon galak kee kah kak ray...*i love u kak ray* kami udah rindu bljar bhs inggris sama kakak...'' ~ Nazar

The other day kak fajri sang the bungong jeumpa song and instantly gave my mind, pictures of yazid, fikri and iwan doing the dance moves. and how yazid melts my heart...i miss them lots.

im in love with green now, e color of islam, the color to welcome ramadhan mubarak. and this will be my very first time in this holy month away from home. i've always wanted to 'qatam' e quran everytime ramadhan comes but it seems time is always envious of us. but eversince i heard pak hasbi ngaji so smoothly and soo peacefully, i want to do the same. so i will try to complete my readings, insya-allah. the way my dad taught me.

i finished reading kak fajri's book entitled...''dont be sad'' the indonesian version and it was where i draw my strength because it taught me all things positive. and i mean literally everything! i esp like e part wen the writer compares ur body parts ith a million bucks. sth like, would u trade both ur eyes for a million dollars? or both ur legs for a million dollars. would you? it reali makes u focus on how great the Almighty is and that everything should be seen as a blessing and there is a solution to all problems. Truly, a good read! esp in indonesian language! sangat menghayati!!! :)

well dats all e update for now. i will post more after my weekend escapade.

oh Pi, fariez shaved his hair...macam baru balik haji! hahahahaha