i dreamt of my first crush

don u agree ppl are superficial?
only at first impression, yes mayb, but we are superficial.
onli caring for the beauty on the surface.

oftentimes we'l hear, 'handsome tak? lawa tak?'
and instantly, this may make esteems run low
without u knowing it of course

den we'l try to make ourselves look good
dress up and don inches-thick makeup
eventualli realising u're back to ur old physical self

in germany i haf learnt a lot
juz by sittin in the train
on my way to work

there was this lady
she had very fair skin.
a blonde with long hair to the shoulders
nice pink smile
blue-green eyes
sharp nose
she wore a red printed dress
and wen she stood up she had stunted hands
i mean, half arms

and no this is not the typical poem to be grateful
but this is live in front of me
god, i am fortunate

and! e turkish women here are soooo gorgeous laa!
and cover truli cover.
like baju panjang sampai lutut
and i mean, allll of them
*don say it's e weather ey, smalam 28degrees tau*
yes,
even the precious of all pearls
muz be sought in the deep layers of e sea
sheltered by the clamshell
and so will be the purest heart of a muslimah
covered by the hejab.

annnnyywaaaaaaaay, back to e title....i had a gooood sleep and i woke up with a smile. a warm msg from homeland n e dream...shit. umm...should be dreamin of sum1 else but it was sucha beautiful dream. e last i had of my first crush was b4 i left for germs and he made my knees feel like jelly, literally...hah! wah seh. i wonder why...fidz n frena shud know who he is. i stil feel weak seeing him. thing is, i don even think abt him in e day why does he appear in my sleep? strangeeeeee....

:)