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i find the need to blog my tots upon reading miss/mr/mrs/dr/drs anonymous' tag...first and foremost i don find it thrilling to toy with feelings. really...i guess everyone, in one way or another has gone thru some kind of emotional rollercoaster ride pertaining to r'ship issues.different ppl may handle the situations differently. to a certain extent, some ppl may think my issue is relatively small but i take matters of the heart seriously. mayb way too seriously.

when i mention flirt with sum1 else's boyfren i din mean myself but was trying to hint on the person who flirted with MY guy...yes. so anonymous, would u say she's a bitch or juz havin fun? well let's juz put it as a general question to all the gerls out there, if ur guy went out with sum gerl behind ur back at an intimate level, what would u call that other party??? tell me tell me...! but of course, u'd get hurt wouldn't u???

i got hurt, i was wounded...BAD. and i'm trying to get over it. he screwed up, i've forgiven...i've understood and accepted what had happened and i'm moving on. we are. it's not an easy feat i tell ya, not when the past keeps haunting. i wish i could tell the past to disappear but there aint no future without history. so i let it stay. because i look forward to tomorrow...

so anonymous, fyi, it's not the thrill i'm searching for. it's never the thrill. it was a test on how strong i am, how far i can live up to my words...and der are no double standards. i DO NOT flirt with other gerls' boyfriends. so i hope other gerls wont flirt with my guy too...heh. yes i know it all depends on him. so yea. watever la huh.

watever it is.....que sera sera.....

and wad dat? wad dat? wad ?

wat goes around comes definitely back around!

i thank anonymous for the questions ya. mayb u can smile at me when u see me ard? so i noe who u are...haha...or mayb u can tag without being anonymous? no harm aight?


eh i told u la. i like to blog on tuesday....reali....
gerls! happy toosday!