only hope

heya all

i feel so sick and MALAS
hate this feeling man
the laziness seeps in and u juz feel so lethargic to do anything.
i skip skul
3 lectures. tot i could read them up alone at home
but nah...

ended up watchin kal ho na ho and cried myself silly
super emo this rai
everything i see i relate with life
my life

don't u?

and den i start all kinds of imagination.
of the future
of the things i should and should not do.

"they say wise man start a r'ship with frenship and end it with frenship
the middle is left unknown..."

i feel refreshed sumhow

oh yes my sis is back, thank Allah.
after 2 hours of waiting at the airport
their flight from medan was delayed.
*and my imagination ran wild again*

but yea she's safely home with lots of stories.
yupp
made me eager to experience it myself.
i haf some pictures to share with all
so enjoy,
haf a great week ahead ppl

I see her being hugged so tight
as she came out of the door
i needed that
my heart felt squeezed
wrenched
i wished to be in her position
to be accepted
for all that i've done...